Anywhat... I figured I should post my "drama" on something other than Deviantart, seeing as DevArt is an art site and not Myspace.... lol
Just so much BOY DRAMA. So THIS year 2011 I vowed to not be so boy crazy and just chill, but seeing as I've never done that before, I was alittle... scept about it at first. I mean, I've been "chasing" boys basically all my life (in a way) and I've NEVER just stoped and waited for a guy to come to me. EVER If I did that, I'd NEVER have a man.... but I realized I don't even have the ROOM for a man! XD
I've ALWAYS wanted a boyfriend, but you know what? I don't even have the time, room or energy to worry about it anymore haha
But not-so-strangely, the whole 'boyfriendless' thing ceesed, but I didn't do it alone of course...
I think what really did it was my best friends. It's rather funny because they say you should be thankful for a best friend.... well,
But I think the one that really has/had an impact on me the MOST is Leisha. I can't count the all the times that the Lord has used Leisha to help me become a better person. She's helped to give me confidence, pride, and belief in myself. Eventhough she was just being herself. Just being silly Leisha XD
It's been me and Leisha since late 2009. Then we added Kemberly to the group. the 3 besties. Kem helped me to see that I'm not the only forever-manless-never-had-a-boyfriend-before-hopeless-romantic out there. And she also is/forever will be my drawing buddy ^^
Then came Emily. Now, me and Emily are good friends, but I can't lie. She annoys me sometimes (because she rants on about things I don't even understand, conplains and plans things without looking at the facts first, ect..) but I am still gretful for her friendship. Other than her annoyingness she is AWESOME to have around, has only good things to say about the ones she loves and frankly right now I feel slightly guilty for calling her annoying... (but it actually is the truth ^^;).
So it's been me, Leisha, Kem, and Emily. The Group. But it was too much.....estergen ;)
Then Kem got herself a man. She finally got to the spot I'd been asppiring to get to for YEARS. She did it. With a bit of help from Emily and a little tiny bit from me (90%- Emily 10%- me).
Strangly enough, the same thing about Leisha that calms me down, Rish had that trait too.
Talking to him came easy and proved to be quite fun ^^
He's very smart and pretty funny too XD Saddly, Leisha's cellphoneless & can't call him on her house phone, so she thought it a good idea to use me as a connector between the two.
Soon me and Rish started texting back and forth. I'd ask him questions about himself and he's answer them, of course, then we'd go back and forth about his answer and so on. xD Until we ended up basically texting one another everyday just about. Gosh this sounds so bad haha It's not what you think don't worry lol
The more we'd text, the more I started to be hip to this thought in my mind. This feelin'. Then it hit me!
I realized something! Rish was starting to become something of a 'best friend'....All my life. My close-ish "guy friends" were either A) GAY. B) A crush, or C)A gay guy I had a crush on...sadly.
It hit me... Rish was not only my first offical guy bff, BUT technically the ONLY guy I've ever been close-ish too that I didn't have some kind of a crush on! I mean.... that might be miniscule for some, but for me?! It's like winning at bingo for a 78 year old Gramps...w00t! haha
impacting to least-impacting it'd be like:
Leisha, Kem, Rish & Emily.
No lie dude.
Now, obviously I don't have a CLUE what God's got in store for me (and I never will XD) but I feel like... I don't know.. something awesome is about to happen for me. And this is just the beging of it ;)
PICTURE TIME 8D
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| Leisha on the left, me in the middle & Emily on the right ♥ |
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| Leisha & Kem |
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| Leisha & Rish |
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| Me & Emily |
